Soma deva

 A lot changed for me in the way I see reality. About 10 years ago now, I experienced a radical shift and its taken me a long time to think about how to convey something from my Self to anyone who would or could hear and listen with an open mind and a view to find something extra-ordinary. 

We typically grow up to view the world as this concrete place that exists outside. We view ourselves as invisible within our mortal frame, unseen and unfelt to the the rest. The point of contact being our body and senses, all concrete, distinct, and foundational for our whole experience of reality. Our senses present to us each their own touch on reality and together through the mind we experience all that there is and could be known throughout time and destiny. 

Even though I was raised in the "Hare Krsna" world, with a "Vedic philosophy" my perception and feeling of the world was purely dualistic, mundane, and spiritually in the dark. I could not experience transcendence even though I practiced all the morals, virtues and practices like chanting, dancing, serving, worshiping the deities in the temples and at home. I did not know if I was doing anything right, or just imitating, or pretending, or a part of something real and genuine. I had nothing to compare it to and no sense of what was outside of it. I was raised from 12 years old to nearly 20 in Mayapur, India, West Bengal. I went to a variety of schools which I did not do very well at including the Bhakti Vedanta Academy of Racitambara and Vedasara, Lalita Matajis Day school or SMIS and The Bhaktivedanta Gurukul of Ex-Guru Bhaktividya purna Swami....I did not do well in any of them.

Despite years in the the most important place for Hare Krsnas, Chanting 16 rounds and following all 4 regulative principles quite strictly  and going to mangala every day for years, I did not experience ANYTHING beyond my usual materialistic vision of reality. 

In 2011 I learned about Psilocybin, Amanita Muscaria and Ayahuasca and cannabis and the history of religions such as Christianity, Hinduism, Buddhism, Shakta-Shaiva Tantra and Yoga all encoding symbolism and stories within various puranas and itihasas and Vedas that depict these sacred plants, their purification, use and applications for spiritual journeys to the tomb of Samadhi as well as navigating the 14 Lokas, interacting with higher and lower deities, interdimensional beings, exorcism, healing diseases and their mental root cause, fostering community and a spirit of Advaya-tattva or non-dual reality. 

Through the Guidance and with the protection of my Guru, I along with a few close and trusted psychonauts I embarked in 10 years of journeying into the depths with these sacred plants and my findings are extraordinary and well worth mentioning. Though I have been rejected entirely by the orthodoxy, I remain a humble servant to the Vaishnavas and to the Pancha-tattva and My Divine Dark Lord and Goddess, Sri Sri Radha Krsna. 

The shift in perception is as follows; Material based to Spiritual base

Sky-ness or Space or Akash all pervading ether is Conscious and electric, it is 0 point energy which can be transformed into everything and everyone. When a person goes into Samadhi, he reaches this 0 point, merges, and re-emerges reborn(baptism/diksa). When you fall into this point it is terrfying Kali and Death and When you re-emerge it is the Navayauvana Sri Krishna. The Samadhi avashtita Devata. Sodasa Kala Moon. 

That Krishna is actually the foundation of reality is a metaphysical and physical reality because this either is a physical reality whose proof is free energy in the sky as you go in higher altitudes, thus Krishna is the substance and krishna is the cause, Krishna also transcends and Krishna pervades, this Blackish blue hue of Sky-like translucent reality is crystalizing into every subsequent layer of reality as frequency bands, colors, lights spectrum, and life form energy transformers and the tapestry of life that is just the fullness of the Dark Blue sky! 

The purushas aren't different beings, but the same being manifested at different scales to pervade or be AWARE of different levels of being from the atomic to the multi-universal 

This Paramatma is God in the state of Laya or complete absorption, Brahman are portions of paramatma in various states of absorption or self-indulgent delusion, and Bhagavan is The full absorption made to play in divine play or lilas through reality.

Those Jivas who have realized their own nature relate with Paramatma until they can keep up with Bhagavan and play with him without getting re-deluded by dint of the power of his illusory potency.

We already with Krsna by dint of his physical, metaphysical, and spiritual reality and pervasiveness, only one who goes to Samadhi can know this and only one who goes to samadhi should be a Guru and only a Vairagi Siddha should be a Mantra Guru.

This life is always spiritual, there is no material that was all in your head and false perception, not concrete truth. Then you add institutional programming and propaganda, its not a good recipe for a happy life...

The west is waking up to Paramatma in a variety of ways but a lot of Hare's just talk down to Brahman(their own self) and Paramatma(the Supreme whole) and pretend to be lovers of Bhagavan(the supreme personality of godhead) without having ever allowed the lord to reveal himself as he is....

No institution or institutional guru can cross you over that river...

You need a real Guru with Real techniques, The kali chela side of me needed the Aushadi path though there are other simpler ways to get you into Samadhi and then you will have a lot more to do with all those Hare rama Krsnas and waving lamps.

I know there are more of you out there who have made it far in your spiritual journeys, my pranams to all of you as many faces of the self of my self.  King of Kings May you use the force of your Mace which is the force of prana-sakti to control the mind and help it see reality be known to all. May Giriraja holding the hill like a child lifts a Mushroom be remembered! May the Paravyoma hold this jiva in his kind embrace! May your journeys be always towards the Good.

ápāma sómam amŕ̥tā abhūma

áganma jyótir ávidāma devā́n

kíṃ nūnám asmā́n kr̥ṇavad árātiḥ

kím u dhūrtír amr̥ta mártiyasya[23]

We have drunk the soma; we have become immortal; we have gone to the light; we have found the gods.

What can hostility do to us now, and what the malice of a mortal, o immortal one?

#JAinitai