The secret of Nitai

Let me offer my respectful obeisance to my spiritual master who is a ray of mercy emanating from the lord of compassion, Sri Nityananda Rama
Let me, the most despicable of all, offer my respectful obeisance to the line of perfected lovers of Gauranga, the disciplic succession of perfected, striving, and sleeping Vaishnavas.
I fall down like a stick at the lotus feet of Sri Ntyananda Rama, begging profusely for a drop of his mercy, the mercy of Nityananda rama is the only means of attaining the bliss of love of God, without love of God I will never be allowed into the confidential kirtans of Sri Gaurasundar, and without entering those kirtans I will never attain the Service of Srimati Radharani, the Queen of my heart of hearts.

Let the mercy of Nityananda Rama be victorious over the age of Kali, let it flood the world with prema rasa, may the compassion of Nityananda Rama be the object of my constant remembrance.

The beautiful name of Nityananda Rama is the most merciful and accessible to all, it is eternally perfect and awards those who meditate on it the benedictions of renunciation and prema

The name of Nityananda does not consider whether one is fit or unfit perfect or imperfect. Even the most sinful of sinners can become immediately purified and will lose his appetite for this world of illusion

My dear friend, if you have any hope to enjoy this material world then please plug your ears and never hear his name, if you wish enjoy then run far away from nitai.
It is impossible for an enjoyer to remain an enjoyer in the presence of the name form qualities and pastimes of Sri nityananda

The holy mantra Nityananda is composed of four syllables ni-tya na-nda
The meaning of his name is the enjoyer of the bliss of eternality
The secondary meaning is he who is eternally absorbed in the bliss of Gaura prema
One should recite this mantra four hundred, four thousand, four hundred thousand, four million, or 4 billion times.

There are no rules or regulations in chanting this mantra accept to carefully avoid offending any vaishnava or even any living entity. It must be chanted in the mood of a begger, without any pride, selfishness or conceit. The only payment for this mantra is faith in Nitai!

Day and night the Avadhuta sadhaka should recite this mantra with attention, full of love, remembering the dancing form of Sri nityananda rama

nityananda rama has an extremely soothing moonlike complexion, his eyes are always reddened from the prema rasa tears that decorate his cheeks. There is kajal smeared around his eyes and his eyes roll as if he were drunk. The glance of nityananda is so beautiful that millions of young village girls swoon when he glances in their direction

Nityanandas gait is like that of a maddened elephant or a very powerful lion protecting his pride. His arms extend down to his knees. His hands and feet are extremely soft and beautiful, they are decorated with all auspicious symbols. they have the complexion of pink lotuses and emit the aroma of the most delightful musk. He is always dancing and crying in the sacred tremor of Gaura prema
Let the lotus feet of nitai be the object of my constant remembrance.

Sri nityananda rama is constantly crying out the names of Gauranga
He is forcing everyone to hear the names of Gauranga, he insists! How can we refuse?
His dancing form is so beautiful that millions of cupids immediately become bachelors as their ratis have run quickly to his side

The kirtan party of Nityananda is most wonderful
It is full of sweetness and everyone is decorated with beautiful clothes that have been worn by The deity of Sri Sri Radhe shyama. They are dressed like gopas and gopis and there is no fault or poverty to be seen. The music is composed of the garland of names sung with the perfect use of the Ragas and their wives, the mrdanga players are expert and never falter, their tala is so intoxicating that anyone who hears it immediately falls into trance and perceives the lord within the heart. The karatalas, vinas, gopichand, and other instruments perfectly decorate and serve the holy name.

Sitting on either side of Sri nityananda are his eternal shaktis vasudha Devi and jahnava thakurani I take shelter of these shaktis who are extremely dear to Nityananda rama.
Vasuddha and jahnava are the direct incarnations of revati and varuni the wives of balarama.
The combined form of nityananda rama and jahnava thakurani is known as the shelter of the very best of the servants of radharani, Sri ananga manjari.
Without taking shelter of her I will never be accepted as one of the maidservants of Sri Radhika Devi.

Without taking shelter of Sri radharani I will never be able to please Krsna to his perfect satisfaction. If he is not satisfied my existence is a waste and I may as well destroy my being in the fire of shame.

Nityananda rama is my only shelter
Nityananda rama is my only mantra
Nityananda rama is my only vow
Nityananda rama is my only hope

I know my heart to be Nityananda rama
I know my breath to be Nityananda rama
I know my my mind to be Nityananda rama
I belong to Nityananda, he is my life and soul
I am his and he is mine
I surrender to the lotus feet of the devotees of nityananda rama, they are the very best of Vaishnavas possessing the highest hope and service.

Let this prayer though composed by a faulty bhakta, without proper poetic knowledge, without proper mixing of rasa, without any true devotion, be heard by Sri nityananda and elicit his merciful honeymoon glance upon the reader.
Let his glance burn away all anarthas and bestow suddha nama upon the reader and anyone who hears this prayer.
Let anyone in the vicinity of a sadhaka who recites allowed this prayer and chants the name of nityananda be graced by mercy of Sri nityananda and awakening their dormant love for Guru Gauranga!
Begging for the mercy of Nityananda rama this krsna das reveal this secret.
Let this be true let this be true let this be true

Thus ends the garland of prayers known as Sri nityananda rahasya tantra